Family, neighbors, friends, co-workers, even acquaintances. My conversations with them would venture into this territory that you can make a template out of it.

"Uy, may girlfriend ka na?"

-"Wala pa."

"Bakit naman?"

-"Wala akong time para dun eh."

"You're kidding me. Daming babae dito sa mundo...".

-"Eh wala eh"

"Di bale, hahanapan kita..."

-"Thanks but no thanks muna."

I usually consider myself the type of guy who doesn't like anyone minding my affairs. Not that I totally shun the people around me; I just want to spare them the time trying to "figure me out."

I suppose this is one reason why I don't have anyone special right now, because I'm still looking for that someone who figure me out and put me into place when I lose my way. Someone who can somehow speak the same wavelength as I do.

But that doesn't mean I've completely forsaken those thoughts of love in my head, nor have I completely left the love-searching game. But so far, I find it frustrating that the people that I haven't found that girl yet. It can be one of three reasons:

-she's already got a boyfriend

-not interested in meeting up; or

-she's not what she says she is (a fake in other words)

Have I been too lazy now to try looking for that someone? Or perhaps I'm afraid of becoming more of a jerk and lose the girl...again.

At this point, it might good to say, "something has to be done." Now the hard part for me is where to begin.

Because right now, I'm in a mess of things here.